HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I know.
And I'm not sure if the laughter is because I'm terrified or just slightly concerned that the future is happening right now and I was expecting a little more time before all this crept up on me.
I've gone to lots of different open days in the past year, however most of them were completely pointless as the week before my section of ucas was due in for my school... I changed my mind on which course I was going to do.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Yeah this is real life kids.
Having previously decided I'd apply for a media industry based course, I've actually applied to study English and I'm not even that sure why. I'm good at the subject but I haven't enjoyed it for the past year or so, so I'm hoping my previous love will come back *crosses fingers, toes, arms, legs... anything that can be crossed*
My references are currently being written and so my application will be sent off very, very soon. I think the thing I'm most worried about is getting no offers at all, just because I'd feel pretty crap then, wouldn't I.
If anyone else is currently going through the uni application struggle feel free to let me know so we can sigh at life together.
Until next time.